Hello, not much going on lately. STILL trying to find a job and everywhere I have applied to never got back to me know matter how much I bugged them. So there is that. I finally got my health plan thing worked out so I can finally go and see a doctor. I am of course as always missing CA and my family. I am still struggling with the depression that goes along with all the unfortunate things that seem to happen. Sad to say my self-esteem has been just the lowest of low lately. I am working on it and trying to work through this depression. I am trying to stay positive. I have not really used my camera since Oct.  I am itching to get back behind it. Enough about me though I shall be okay. I hope everyone is having a lovely time this holiday season and are able to be with the people they love during this time